On aging.. I turned 46 in April, one year older than 45, fours years away from 50. Shit is starting to get real. I will never be young again, my youth is a thing of the past, the only way to go is up. The other day I heard a friend say 50 is not so bad but once you hit 52, you're old. I've been in a deep process over what this all means to me for the past few months, but it really hit me hard these past couple of days as I've been observing how those around me are coping wi